What to do when you just DON'T.
It was the fall of 2015. I was starting my last phase of graduate school—student teaching. Simultaneously, my second marriage was ending. To say it was a stressful time is a gross understatement. I would love to say that I stood firm in my faith, Oh how I wanted to trust in what I knew to be true of God. I did neither. I was having a full-blown crisis of faith. At first, I was surprised by the things I was doing and saying. I was listening to music I hadn’t in years, (there was good reason why I had given this music up) I was going places I knew a Christian had no business going. Whether it was the separation that caused me to backslide is a question I still fully do not know the answer to. All I know is, I started to enjoy what I called the freedom of living wild and reckless. It concerned me, but not enough to stop. This went on for for over a year. One day I was driving the kids to and from their activities when I heard a sermon by a popular radio preacher. His words startled me out of my apathy and sin. I am telling you all of this because if Jesus can keep me close, and keep loving me through of all this, He can do the same for you or your loved ones. Don’t give up! Welcome to my Blog!
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